why yesterday:/sigh

Yesterday...I thought to myself ummmm why are things the way they are? ... Why are the heavens blue?
Why do we drink cold water then hot water? Why are people the way they are?.... What makes people the way they are?
Why?
Why do I seek to know what I shall never find out?
Why are people more glorious then you?
Why are you the way you are?
why is are existence ending as we speak?

Why did god make you the way you are now and how you're surviving in the insignificant intense world.

So I decided to answer my own question.... So I had call my extended misplaced companion name ummmmm Lets seeeee ummmmm yea her name was jenny yea jenny.. That’s her name and am sticking to it.... so she had told me that she had sat in the mirror just looking at her self. Why was she the way she was??..... She sat in the mirror for a good 37 mins just thinking about all the things she don’t like about herself. The list went on and on. She never stops and thought about one thing she loved about herself....

Why judge diverse in what we fancy in this world.She was the girl that was near the handset and don’t want to converse about anything or to any one... So I was thinking some times people make you who you are and how you are today. People take what they hear from people and run with it and never give it back. For her to be the way she is now is simply what people thought of her and that made her how she is and how she thinks about herself today.

she's confound to her bitterness of her theory's of her imagination of that reflection she's gazing at.
Destruction she thinks.....
Remembrance of herself nonstop the life she wants to surpass.

Why for the most part the world is unbearable and sorrow. Are life is not intensive.
Am simply asking why?
Why most people capture jenny down when she seeking to be apart of humankind. Her dreams are so far away!
Why?

Why most life be so intervened by the once she adore the most. It’s like what’s the point of being yourself if you can’t be what you want to be in life.

Why must there be someone in this world hurt or abandon.
~Loosed and frightened.
~Put down and never put back up.So I think the reason why things are the way they are is how we make it and how god wants us to live.....

We don’t quality direct opposite thoughts of what we see in the reflection nor do we possess the permission to think other wise.
Shamed to say why?I guess things are what they are and there’s no changing it….... I assume.