Tuesday, April 29, 2008

The shell I shall lay in.



Within an egg shell remains cant move, legs pressed on to your torso. Am in an effin egg shell, apprehensive about when I shall every approach back out.
Out !
Out to observe the humankind !
Out to deliver your self to your corpse!
Out to comprehend guys and why they construct your egg shell so diminutive and unconformable.
Im sooooooo in a nut shell which is close to several egg shell I recognize.
I want to brake free from whom placed me here to stay and engrave my heart away.
Must I be here?
Must I live like this, in this shell that means nothing to me at all but my existence which is slowly falling according to god and his weal?
I’ve been out and about yet that’s the reason why am here.
I’ve never been in an egg shell before nor do I want to stay furthermore resume my life.
I’ve attempted to perform everything I could to stay out off this eggs shell of mine.

What lies beneath that solid firm shell that lays there in this unmarked place?
Feel the need to brake out and show my beauty but too scared of resentment of life and people hurtful comment.

Wait wait maybe its best to stay in this unconformable eggs shell I think I shall call home…yes home!!
Its way better then benign cracked open when you’re not yet ready with your insides spilled any were and every were it shouldn’t be. Your body shall move and spill how ever you lay and see things that hurt you. Right now my bodies every were. Disgraced to declare I must put myself together once again. Hopeful the pieces are not too small.


Don’t allow any individual to brake you diamond eggs shell. I know I did.

Back to that unconformable eggs shell I call home.
Well....
Bach to were I can’t get hurt.
Back to that shell that keeps me hugging myself every minute of the day.



THANK YOU SHELL!!!!!!!

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